How does reading this make you feel?

I couldn’t stop myself from thinking back to the cries of that baby squirrel as its life was almost put to an end; the meaningful moments of my cat being taken out of this world, or even when my words had touched the very heart of another person. Maybe the girl I knew from before just wasn’t fit out right after all. I had tried so many times to save her from her drug addictions, but my attempts continuously failed, it was as if my words meant nothing to her. Perhaps my actions towards saving another life, and the generosity of another girl could help me through this, and take over my emotions. As for now, I am not sure what’s ahead of me, but I only hope it’s for the best. My life has been in disarray lately, and I really need a change for the good, but I just know there is something out there that will turn this around. For that something will take control of us all, one day, and be it for the greatness of many other lives and generations to come.